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I never knew how to feel.

I never knew what I was going to do.

I was going through a very rough patch.

The only way I could describe it was just, “I’m going to get through this.”

But I knew I had to go back to school and I had a lot of help from my friends.

I would go back, just like everybody else, and I would tell my mom about what happened.

She would say, “You’re the one who made me think.”

That’s how I felt.

I didn’t know what to do about it.

My life was ruined.

I got on the subway in New York and I was like, “This is not going to work.”

I had no idea what to say.

I went to a couple of therapy sessions, and it took a couple days for me to realize, “Wow, I don’t want to do this anymore.

I don.

I’m done.”

That was the last time I ever did it.

I’ve never done it again.

I have a lot more to learn about myself.

It was like a drug, a lot harder to get off.

I think it was easier for me than for anybody else.

I was very vulnerable.

It was like getting off a heroin.

You’re so in pain.

You can’t feel anything.

It’s like, This is so hard.

I could feel my life slipping away.

I couldn’t sleep.

I had panic attacks.

I wasn’t able to concentrate.

The next day I was so depressed.

I went to my therapist and he was like [laughs], “What do you think about the situation?

What do you want to change?”

It was so difficult.

I can’t even say how much that was affecting my life.

It definitely was.

The one thing I’ve learned is that the way I’m dealing with it is to have a sense of humor about it, to say it’s okay.

Because it is a part of me.

I still feel it, and the fact that I have to be in the situation where I have that, it’s a very good thing.

I wish I could say that I would’ve changed my behavior, but I wasn